“When everything will fall into place, it means… its God’s will.”
“Sis, I think I should not push through with my application… I will not be able to make it on time.”
Those were the things I said when planning for my application. I almost feel like giving up. My sis was the one who encouraged me to go on. So I did.
Wow, everything was falling into places….. (that was I thought) Whole day, I processed all the requirements with my sister’s help. I knew deep inside that my sister was already tired but as usual she never complained… she was the one who talked to the people concern to make the processing fast. Between us, it was my sister who was really tired. One day was not enough to finish everything. Since I have work the next day……… I asked my sister if she do the things for me instead.. despite her tiredness from her night duty at work, she agreed. She rushed the things for me in order to make it to the deadline…… but I wasn’t able to make it.
My heart cried…. I felt all were put into waste… the efforts, money and time….. most of all I felt sorry for my sister because she was the who gave all the time and effort… she was the who was really tired…. She refused the idea of me giving up but at the end she let me…. It was so sad …. It wounded me… it pained me but it was already late and there was nothing I could do… What I did then … was to kneel down and pray… I know God’s reason why it never happened… He had reason…
Right now I don’t know what it is what I only know is in His time… He will reveal to me the reason… and I know I will be thankful… because His plan is always for the best.
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