I compare my life into a caterpilar surrounded by the cocoon & struggles until it emerges into a beautiful butterfly...I just pray that as I struggle thru life's challenges, may the cocoon of God's love surrounds me and the circumstances & trials help mold me into beautiful creature that God wants me to be.
Monday, October 01, 2007
PHANTOM
Came alive in you
You made me such a dreamer
Buried deep in love with you.
Close be to you
Ne'er I did think
Though hopes kept on stirring
My heart was on brink
The moments, the cheers, the laughs
Kept treasured with some tears
I brought them along as I sleep
Still, you weren't in my dreams
I casted them all out
A number of times
But always turned about
Playing still a phantomime
Sleep in tears
Hopes kept on pouring
It went on and on
Till I felt I was drowning
Then I woke up
As I enjoyed the deep slumber
But there was something
Something hurt deep within
Ahhhhh... then I asked... WHY????
If I just part of his trying conquest....
If that's the case, I pray I haven't known you then.........
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Kid in Me at Disney










Days in HongKong
Hong Kong was a crown colony of the United Kingdom from 1842 until the transfer of its sovereignty to the People's Republic of China in 1997.
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I could say my days in HongKong was an awesome experience. It was a country to see --- busy city life with lots of lots of lights at night.
This is the first time that I stepped in the soil of HongKong. I praised God for that this opportunity that He brought me in this country -- be out of the country for the second time. Like the first trip I'd got this was also a blessing -- God used people to allow me to travel to this country where East meets West.
I arrived in the airport -- amazed and overwhelmed. Still on the plane my eyes was welcomed by the skycrappers in the city where trees are still everywhere. The airport was so huge and very modern. Somehow my loneliness of missing my SO was lessened :-)
I arrived at 11am.. then in the afternoon after a few hours of rest, I and my friend went to Central. He showed what the city looks like and we just enjoyed window shopping (or just me). We bumped into so many Filipinas and they are nice enough to help us with the direction
I'm thankful to my friend for that experience though sometimes I wish he gave himself an off to accompany me even a day -- or half -- or that we never disagreed on many accounts and he didnt cancel on things that he made me look forward to -- but despite of that -- I could say I really had fun and that experience was something I will always cherish and always be thankful to my friend for that experience.


Chi Lin Nunnerry
Nan Lian Garden
Monday, September 03, 2007
Day in Macau
Etymology
GDP (PPP) 2006 estimate
Total US$ 14.3 billion (139th)
Per capita US$ 28,436 (2006)
Well, our trip started on the afternoon of Sunday so I went first to the church for worship service. On my way to the train station where I and Chris will be meeting, my make-up kit fell on the bus.. spreading all my stuff and causing my vitamin E stick to fall out from the bus. Oh gosh, what a day! I felt like crying... it was an expensive gift and hadn't used it yet. Similarly, I was running late and I knew my friend will hate it when I didn't arrive on our agreed time. I arrived in our meeting place 15minutes late. My friend wasn't there. I had no way to contact him coz I forgot to get his number. Worst there were two Exit As in the station and we had not talk whether I will be meeting him inside or outside the station. So I was running back and forth ... I then asked favor to some filipinas that in case my friend arrived and I was not around to tell my friend that I was just looking for him . My mind was in panic.. I was afraid he left me. Good thing he didnt, he was the one who was late :-) Ahmmm... he arrived with a grim face --looking very stress. He overslept and since he will be late -- he took a taxi instead and it cost him a fortune. I guessed this travel will not be a good idea for him anymore. If he was stress expect a not so good companion... so I expected a scowling friend for this whole trip.... scratchhhhhh!!!!! =)
Well, our first stop was Grand Lisboa casino. Wow, a proud golden building - shaped like a lotus flower -- world for the gamblers (what inside scared me). The Basement was crowded with people playing in the luck of machine. After an hour my friend became one of those crowd. Shhhh.. I did play too. However, chris got hands for risk -- he won several bucks. When it was my turn to try my hand on the luck -- i blowed it. Lost the game -- making my friends eyes big with irritation. It was his money...hehehe
After playing we decided to go around and walk in the downtown of Macau. While I was enjoying the tour in the city... my friend was on a sour mood. I just ignored his mood, it was my first time to step on the soil of Macau so told myself that I will make most of my time in the said country ;-) Well, it was my friend's second time -- and he was the one who brought me here so -- enjoy the day and his generosity. The downtown was crowded with people. It was too hot and humid so when I saw this tempting fruit shake, I convinced Chris that we grabbed that one. He took the fresh orange shake and I got the healthy healing shake (kiwi shake topped with strawberry, dragonfruit, watermelon, apple, pineapple and melon). Wow, it was the best shake I ever had...yummy ... truly healing shake to one's thirst from the heat of the sun.
Along the way, there were so many treats from Macau. So many stuff that one can buy at a cheaper price. Hmmmm... I enjoyed their tasty bacon. Love it. (Shhh... I didnt buy one I was on a tight budget(wink...wink)). Beside, me and the Cantonese saleslady didn't understand when I asked for expiration date of the goods =( We kept on walking until we reached the ruins of St. Paul Church. It is one of the famous landmark there and Christoph wants to make sure that I will see the place. The church was built during 1582 to 1602 by the Jesuits and it used to be the largest church in Asia during that time. The church was destroyed by fire during typhoon in 1835. Th ruins now consist of the southern stone facade and it sits on a small hill with 66 steps leading to it. Up from above... you can enjoy the view of the downtown and the Igreja de Santo Agostinho. I enjoyed looking on the busy downtown and at the same time feeling the breeze of the hot wind. Somehow, it was relaxing.
Afterwards, we took the taxi and went down in the promenade near the the babylon casino. We walked around and decided to get inside the Vulcania to play computer games. Chris went for car racing and I played the street fighting games. Btw, I won....hehehe... my friend, Christoph wondered when I did start to have the interest in streetfighting games ;-)
We had bread with porkchop for dinner at the pier and we killed our time like the old times -- having chitchat and bullying each other... with strong punch on the shoulder. Ouch!!! I retaliated if his punch was too much too handle. The turbo jet left macau at 10pm and we arrived in the apartment at 1:00am...
Too tired.... the warmth of the bed was too comforting. I fell in a deep slumber afterwards still thanking my friend and his family for that opportunity ;-)
Christoph at our first stop in Macau -- Grand Lisboa Casino
Me at the busy downtown of Macau

Ruins of St. Paul Church
Igreja de Santo AgostinhoMonday, August 20, 2007
Creek of Taal Volcano
Just an update........
About my career, I enrolled in Diploma Course. I just finished one of the modules. I could say it was a great learning experience. I took training needs assessment module. I learned a lot from my instructor and the experiences shared by my classmates. Workshops were given to us hence we were able to apply our learnings. I praised God for this experience.
For everything... I give all the glory to God.
Friday, July 13, 2007
promises...broken?
Mmmm... wat's new to me??? a lot but before I go on... I guess I have to post the photos I've got in the past first... so many interesting things happened to me. Blessings are flowing however I'm still waiting for God's answer to my prayers about my career path, my lovelife, my studies and the likes. Well, I'm waiting for the answers, I know in His own perfect time...He will give it to me ;-) .. ahm.. maybe to give you a taste on what's new in me is... I'm loving somebody right now and receiving love from that somebody (wink...wink...) I simply love my significant other... hahaha... I love you, hun ;-)
Thursday, May 10, 2007
wuzzup... with me?
I'll be postin' pictures soon... so you'll be updated on what happened to me for the passed months... hehehe... somehow I miss this blog... cheerio ;-)
Thursday, December 21, 2006
hello........
Things on my side are running still the same.... but three people I know already married.... hmmm... isn't it time for me to ring the wedding bells too... hehehe... nwei... I'll got back to you, k? I'll just got to run to get noodles of life from the bday girl ;-)
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
A Day in a Picturesque Province

One of the things I enjoyed being in the Visayas Region was the opportunity to travel. I was able to visit
I really enjoyed the sceneries on detour– the rolling hills and plateaus, the clear leafy rivers….i could say,
I loved the old house that we visited... it was built in the early 1800 ;-) The ground floor of the house was transformed into a cozy restaurant. The owner said that they are famous for their own native chocolate (cocoa) drink – the cocoa was a product of the restaurant itself – cocoa trees are all over the house backyards.
We also went to Corella town where we saw the tarsier – world’s smallest monkey with the size of a fist – its eyes are bigger than its head – amazing primate ;-)
Then our next stopped was the Chocolate Hills in the town of
We had our lunch in the floating restaurant that cruise the rivers…. and we ended our day in one of the beaches of
Truly an awesome experience ….I will always cherish it…. Well, hoping to go back there someday………. ;-)
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
My Cebu Experience

I know it’s been a month since my
Well, I could say it was great experience…. even I, myself couldn’t believe that I’d been in
I planned to take the training last April 2005 but I got badly sick that I wasn’t able to pursue my plan. As you all know, I’d been advised to be in one-month bed rest before and after my back surgery (Thanks be to God – my surgery was a success – now I’m alive and kicking)
When I was informed of the schedule for the TESOL training, I didn’t have a single peso in my pocket to finance the 5-week training but God provided everything. I flew to
Pulling my heavy luggage (don’t tell my surgeon about it – I am not allowed to carry heavy things ;-))… I was greeted by friendly Cebuano guards, and directed me to the direction where I could get a metered taxi (I couldn’t afford a service car).
At last, I arrived at the Pension House --- three of us will share the room. Climbing the stairs – my mind was wondering about my roommates (I know I’ll be sharing it with one American and one Pinay). My American roommate answered my knocked on the door…. Hi, I’m Abbie… are you ___?; Is this our room?” I asked; “Yes, and we have to figure out how are we going to give way for each other.” she said. Well, folks… it was a posted-stamp room – hahaha – quite small for three ladies – “Excuse Me” was the common statement you will usually here in this room ;-) Anyway, we had clean room, clean, bed, air-con and hot and cold shower. And the place was just across the school…… no hassle of traffic to worry about.
We were 20 students for this training…; Wow, it was quite a number (Good ;-)) Our trainers were two Canadians and one American. They were all TESOL experts…. Two-thumbs up for them!!! They were great – very competent. Well, truly the training was really intensive – schedule was tight and hectic. I was lucky enough if I could get four hours of sleep. We had lots of readings, homeworks and projects.
Well, the training was rewarding and fulfilling…. I learned a lot… Our efforts, hardships and sleepless nights (including our TESOL nightmares) were paid off during our graduation day – when we received our Certificate. (A Loud Applause for Us ;-))
In
Moreover, I had the chance to see the
Well, I confessed some of my pocket money went to accessories… bought bunch of them…. My trainers even asked if I’m planning to sell them J…. My answer was “NO… they are for my friends (Sorry, I lied – coz I kept them J)
Oh my classmates are all nice and friendly…also I admired their creativity…. Well, the director of the school is really nice – warm and kind-hearted woman. One thing that I am also grateful to God is the gift of friendship from the new friends I met there.
Well, overall… I had enjoyable time in
Friday, June 23, 2006
Rushing for the Deadline
“When everything will fall into place, it means… its God’s will.”
“Sis, I think I should not push through with my application… I will not be able to make it on time.”
Those were the things I said when planning for my application. I almost feel like giving up. My sis was the one who encouraged me to go on. So I did.
Wow, everything was falling into places….. (that was I thought) Whole day, I processed all the requirements with my sister’s help. I knew deep inside that my sister was already tired but as usual she never complained… she was the one who talked to the people concern to make the processing fast. Between us, it was my sister who was really tired. One day was not enough to finish everything. Since I have work the next day……… I asked my sister if she do the things for me instead.. despite her tiredness from her night duty at work, she agreed. She rushed the things for me in order to make it to the deadline…… but I wasn’t able to make it.
My heart cried…. I felt all were put into waste… the efforts, money and time….. most of all I felt sorry for my sister because she was the who gave all the time and effort… she was the who was really tired…. She refused the idea of me giving up but at the end she let me…. It was so sad …. It wounded me… it pained me but it was already late and there was nothing I could do… What I did then … was to kneel down and pray… I know God’s reason why it never happened… He had reason…
Right now I don’t know what it is what I only know is in His time… He will reveal to me the reason… and I know I will be thankful… because His plan is always for the best.
Monday, May 01, 2006
Day with ESLearners
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Catch the Bouquet
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Life Testimony
As my relationship with Him and spiritual life got weaker, my physical body became very sickly. December of 1988, left alone at home, I asked myself of my true relationship to God. That very moment, He knocked at the door of my heart, and I asked for forgiveness of my sins and I accepted Jesus as my personal Lord and Savior. Summer of 1994, I volunteered in Summer Training Corps at Word of Life; it was there when I dedicated my life to Jesus. After then, my faith was test several times. There was even a time in my life that I became backslidden at heart but God made ways to revive my faith. Despite my shortcomings, as what He promised, He never leaves me nor forsakes me (Hebrews 13:5).
There was also one point in my life that I experienced lot of pains and difficulties; time that I almost wanted to give up, but God goodness and grace never left me. During that distressing and discouraging time, He taught me to trust Him alone; He became my best friend, my teacher, my counselor, my companion and my comfort. He kept me safe always and it was the time where I could say He even created miracles for me. His faithfulness was so great that I realized how much I wanted to be involved in His ministry. After some time, God gave me an opportunity to teach in Sunday school and for years, I was able to serve Him in choir ministry.
God gave me then a good job and a chance to study in graduate school but both of these made me busy that I lost hold of my involvement in ministry. My heart cried but I still did nothing about it until I got bored with my job and questioned God of what was His plan for my life. Few months after, He did give me a new responsibility at work as coordinator of our international exchange students. It was through this that the Lord showed me His leading in my life. One Sunday, our speaker talked that working with exchange students would be a privilege to be Christ’s tentmaker. Hearing that, I knew that God pointed those words on me. At that time, APMC Congress was near; God gave me burden to join it. It was there in the congress that God revealed to me that the ministry that I’d long been praying for was answered. I realized then that each phase of my life, God was using it to prepare me for His future plan. As a Christian, my highest priority has been to grow in my relationship with the Lord, to know Him more and be involved in His mission. I believe that the Lord has leading to my life, He will be the one to make a way for me.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Friday, September 16, 2005
Love Letter to my God's Best
Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known "LOVE". I do not have the answer to that question either but I believe that more than not, we'll never really know what love is until we have.... our significant other!... You never know how often I dream of finally knowing what it feels to be in your arms. Even at this very minute I am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet! (wunderbar! =)) Perhaps I would be drawn to you by your smile, or your eyes, or maybe ...even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways! I don't really know for sure but I am praying that God will help me recognize you when the rigth time comes.
I think of all the pain that I have gone through in the past and of how much I have cried since the day I began my search. I just wanted you to know that I find my strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me --- the life I will spend with you.... In my mind and in my heart I know that you are worth all that pains and sacrifices......that you are worth the wait.
After all, the tears have become a part of my life and I believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws so that I would become perfect, not perfect in its truest sense, but perfect --- for YOU, honey! I wonder if you've gone through so much pain as well. I wonder if you've been hurt so many times along the journey. But my dearest one, please don't ever give up..... never even make it your way... make it God's way... because I am just right here......patiently waiting for you! I assure you that when we finally find each other.... I would slowly heal those wounds by my pure LOVE.
At night, I would look out my window and stare at the beuatiful sky, hoping that somehow you are also looking up and wondering about me. I utter a silent prayer... that God take good care of you while we haven't have each other yet....; sending all my cries and wishes for you as well to the heavens above thinking that they would reach you. And when I feel impatient, I just close my eyes and believe that you are on your way to me and that you are longing to see me as well.
Funny but when I finally go to bed, lying there and looking at the ceiling,..... falling as sleep, it still you that I think of, for you are always in my dreams. It seems that, for now, that is the only place where I can hold on to you.....,long enough to tell you how much I Love You. In my dreams you would kiss away my fears, and wrap me in your arms with the warmth of your love. And this, all the more, makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead with the thought that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality......and once again I am assured that you are worth the wait. And when that time comes, everything will fall into its place, just as i had imagined, just as I had thought and dreamed...., just as I had believed it would be! By then, I would simply look back and smile at all that I have gone through, inspite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life --- and I would be very thankful because they all led me to you!
For the meantime, take care of yourself for me. Hold on to our dream and don't even think of letting go. Believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow directions. Never ever worry, because I know at this point... God is molding us both..... perfecting both of us... to be the right person for each other......hence, don't be afraid of getting lost.... God will see to to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow... will lead you to me.....and I to you..... and In His time..... our roads will cross...and we will be together and will never be apart........
Well, True Love really WAITS.......=)










