Catch the Bouquet

I attended a wedding yesterday; glad I was there.... I witnessed the love of two people who tie the knot for a lifetime commitmment.... The wedding was really nice, very romantic... people could say it was a dream wedding... =) Seeing that, others might wish to have a wedding such as that... even my sis wished to be wed again... just to experience that kind of celebration... it was really a wow for me......=) With that, I did also plan my own wedding...... it could be in an island... a beach style, in a garden, or on a hill =)....mmmm... if that happens I just hope people I love could attend to witness that special day for me.... but you know, even I wished that day for my dream wedding.. I never participate in the throwing of bouquet... I'm now too afraid to join... several times I joined and was able to catch the bouquet of the bride... but never did a time come that I met my God's best... now I don't want to join the fun part of any wedding party coz I feel like if I'll join to any the long wait now will be more delay.... hahaha... I don't know if this feeling is right attitude... I guess I should join and always try my best to catch the bouquet, huh... coz maybe soon I'll gonna got my special gift from the One Above... God might still be wrapping him coz up to now He is still shaping me to be the right woman for His gift......=)